blogsecret:

that i’m waiting around for someone will never come around. i’m hurt because when we broke up, it was because you lost feelings for me, not for the excuses of school and time that you gave me. that you didn’t want to make us work. i’m ashamed that i still want to make us work. i’m ashamed that i still think about you every fucking second of the day. i’m disappointed in myself for holding onto you, when you may have no intention of ever being with me again. my heart breaks over, and over, and over again everytime i see you. you hurt me. and i still want you.